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Antologija Beat poezije

 

*Moram da podelim ovaj tekst na blogu iako ga ja nisam pisala, a inspiracija je došla sama dok sam čistila policu sa tatinim starim knjigama i naišla na džepno izdanje knjige koja se zove Beat Anđeli. Izdvojila sam jedan deo iz pogovora – autorovo objašnjenje Beat pokreta i generacije pesnika koja je pokrenula kao i  neke citate iz pesama.

Ako je univerzum samo snoviđajna iluzija kao što to Gnostici i Budisti govore, onda je jedan Stranac, jedan Nepoznati, jedan Pozivač Velikog Zova, Jedan Koji Zna, jedno Prosvetljeno biće koje se budi u sred sna, u stanju da zatrese fundamente Kosmosa, svojim usamljenim saznanjem – jer ono predstavlja jednu verodostojnu stvar među ogromnim brojem fantomskih fenomena.

Krajem planetarnog konflikta nazvanog Drugi Svetski Rat, pojavili su se Keruak, Ginzberg, Berouz, Hanki, Korso, Holms i ostali članovi partije Džeka Keruaka ili Beat partije, partije potučenih ,zgaženih usamljenika  sa osećanjem koje je oduvek bilo u prirodi ekscentričnog američkog genija. Beat čovek a priori odustaje od svake želje da kontroliše prirodu, događaje ili ljude. Nasuprot tome, on želi da prati plime i oseke Postojanja. Čovek koji je Beat  zna da je sam-samcit i da je njegov jedini problem da nauči kako da živi sa tim saznanjem.  Primarna briga Beat čoveka je samoistraživanje, sagledavanje sebe u odnosu na neposredno iskustvo a svaka društvena promena započinje na nivou Pojedinca. lli si Beat ili si Square po tadašnjim merilima, to znači ili si usamljeni buntovnik ili konformista.

Beat Generacija donela je i jednu novu temu – temu usamljenog čoveka lišenog iluzija koji stoji u mračnoj ponoći svoga postojanja, a njihova najveća zasluga je u tome što su u vreme duhovnog mraka  u kome su se našli skrenuli pažnju čovečanstva na jedini izvor nade našeg iscrpljenog sveta a to je čovekovo srce koje kuca.

                                                                                        autor knjige Beat Anđeli -D. Marković

 

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Choose Life

I often question myself did I make the right decisions in my life? Did I choose the life I wanted to be?🙈🙉🙊 It’s easy when you are a kid and when you are honest to yourself , you act the way you see things in life, you are driven and motivated by simple but also complex things. But you are always true to yourself-being, naturally curious with idealistic but beautiful ideas.

Then comes adulthood and if you are mature and brave enough parenting.

I’m in my past teens now or can I say 30somethings😅, yet feel like a little girl in my heart and in my soul.

I’m not mature enough to say I want to be a parent, but sometimes I taught about it with smile on my face and I’m not running away from it.

Recently I’ve made brave and go with the flow decision in my life, maybe not so smart in that moment but it was crucial moment for me – I quit my first contract job in big domestic company that I’ve worked for four years. I chose life. I was literally dying in my office, and my mental state was worse day by day, so I broke the chain, I cut neverending story I said bye bye.

It was a relief but also a big stress, existential problem the most. Since I was the second person who worked in my small humble family. Yes I couldn’t agree more to ask myself – what were you thinking? what do you want to do in your life? what are your plans? All those questions are still popping out but with no concrete answer , I choose life what ever life brings me – joy ,sorrow,hard work, interesting new job, new people, different situations, new challenges , new energy…

So, new life I welcome you.

Cheers to that I’m posting my mood song for this blog. Thank you Queen your music has always been inspirational and motivating!